Faces and sounds,
snorts under a red and white cover,
new faces, new friends.
I’m flying away.
A first step into the world,
a noise I can’t stand anymore,
you’re not happy for me.
I’ve broken your heart.
Black. White. Black. White. Red.
Shades of unknown bodies.
Words from everywhere.
Being outside, being free.
Eyes that don’t match your meanings.
The stench of smoke in this drenched house,
the stars hidden behind heavy wet clouds.
Moaning. Cries. Why do you cry while I smile?
Uncommon pleasures I’m surprised of.
I don’t need to be anyone else.
I remember that night,
you were on the other side.
Disappeared, an insidious paradise.
But on that incredible and unforgettable night I was smiling.
My whole world was smiling.
Smile now behind the laments,
Burn. My soul burns. It struggles to change. Change