What’s the reality of this day,
what’s the meaning of it all,
walking in a day where everything is shadow,
hearing a song fading away,
a phone call I can’t face.

I’ve tried to smile at the mirror,
ending to grin at myself in a distorted mask of self-hate,
who am I?
Where am I?
Where I’m headed?

Talking about others’ lives,
their struggles and their talkings,
while fantasies run in my mind.
Will I ever be happy?
I’m boring. I bore everyone.

I’m so wrong.
To let you in my heart.
To let you fill the hole,
To let you cry for me.
And as the minutes tick out,
I listen the mourning of the Voice.

You need a place to dwell,
a person to hold tight,
and as you cry those tears,
I have to walk away from such a weight.
I have to see everything from a distance.

A starting point,
a new birth.
I’m so wrong,
I want to be bad,
I want to get dirty.
I want to be free.

But what does freedom mean?
Is it just a word?
What are you calling them for?
Snort it all and be what hurts me.
Call your best friends.

And now I’d run away,
I’d burn the bridges,
stepping under the rain,
in silence.
I’m so wrong.


Informazioni su erikberti

It's frankly hard to describe myself in this little space, but I'll try to do my best: I'm 29, graduated in fashion and design. I love to write tales and novels and to study languages... I love words, their meaning, their importance, the deepest emotions that they can create when they are close to each other, the stories one can tell with words. Yes, stories. I'm obsessed by the infinite number of stories that can be told. This is my personal diary, I will post poetries, writings and streams of consciousness, that will be probably gathered together in a collection. Thank you for following my dream!

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